2am Theology
Experimental liturgy — Hong Kong
Pairing Billie Eilish songs with the lament psalms. The first workshop drew over 40 participants and opened honest conversation about faith, doubt and pain.
Music · Theology · Resonance
Music theologian & missional pioneer — scholar, barista, journalist and maker, listening for the divine resonance in secular sound. PhD, University of Birmingham.
My God My Love This Way — King Zausage
Forthcoming monograph — Routledge
Icelandic post-rock as a vehicle for transcendence in an age of disenchantment — and a sustained challenge to the line we draw between the sacred and the profane.
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01 — About
I'm a music theologian and pioneer minister. I'm also a barista, a music journalist of twenty years, an Arts Council–supported musician, a podcaster and a maker of theology trading cards. That can read like a list of unrelated jobs; it isn't. All of it is one person, and all of it is one calling — a way of meeting people in the third spaces where they already are, rather than waiting for them inside a church building.
My research follows a thread I call divine resonance: the way instrumental music — post-rock, ambient soundscapes, the slow-building crescendos of a band like Sigur Rós — opens space for transcendence among unchurched Generation Z. I read it alongside the classical voices of theological aesthetics (Schleiermacher, Otto, Tillich) and through a practice of deep listening. The question underneath all of it is a simple one I keep asking: what does God think about this music?
I've come to call this a liminal faith — a spirituality lived on the threshold rather than safely inside. Some of that is by conviction; some of it was handed to me. I've been shown the door by four churches, one of them in London, and rather than break me, the wilderness deepened the work. Liminality stopped being a theory I read about and became the ground I actually stand on: the edge, the in-between, the place where most people I meet are already standing too.
I completed my PhD at the University of Birmingham in 2025, supervised by Professor David Cheetham, and was awarded the Society for Christian Scholarship in Music Graduate Student Paper Prize for work on post-rock as contemporary lament. A monograph on divine resonance in the music of Sigur Rós is forthcoming with Routledge, in the Studies in Theology, Imagination and the Arts series.
But the most honest theological education I've had didn't happen in a seminary. It happened in the wilderness after it. Shown the door by churches, ignored by an academy that never taught me how to play its game, I ended up — of all places — behind a coffee machine. I trained as a barista with a social enterprise that changes lives through employment and dignity, and I started teaching a young person with OCD how to pour latte art. Somewhere between the dishwater and the brew bar, I learned that the deepest theology often happens over a flat white, not in a lecture hall.
One morning the café rang in a panic: a bishop had turned up looking for me. The Bishop of Southwark, Christopher Chessun, had seen that Kairos Cards had made the front page of the Church Times, and came in person to find me where I actually was — apron on, beside the brew bar. We prayed together in the noise. I've never forgotten it. A theology graduate once told me he'd given up on living until he watched a video of this journey and decided to begin again. That — not the citation count — is what I mean by transformation.
I write and teach in English, Cantonese and Mandarin. That conviction — making weighty theology genuinely accessible, on the tube, over a brew bar, in a pair of headphones at 2am — runs from my journal articles to Kairos Cards and to Life Seeks Understanding, the education platform I founded, now reaching over a hundred students across five countries. I serve as a Trustee of the Society for the Study of Theology (2025–28) and as PDRP Coordinator for the Diocese of Southwark, and I'm taking up a Mission Enabler and pioneer post with the Methodist Church in North Yorkshire. The unemployment wasn't a detour. It was the most honest theology I've ever been taught — and all of it is one person, all of it one calling.
02 — Research & writing
View ORCiDForthcoming monograph — Routledge, Studies in Theology, Imagination and the Arts
Peer-reviewed articles
Conference papers
Book reviews
Public engagement — Premier Christianity & Church Times
Theology lives where people already are — on the tube, in cafés, in a pair of headphones at 2am. My work is simply trying to listen there.
— Michael
03 — Projects
Theological education — five countries
A digital-first theological education platform for the global diaspora, pairing classic inquiry with cross-cultural dialogue on faith, identity and the arts.
Bilingual theology trading cards — Church Times & Premier Christianity
Scripture and theology, drawn in the visual language of Pokémon and Magic: The Gathering — making the Bible genuinely look cool. Bilingual cards built to bridge generations and to put theology in people's hands, on the tube and in cafés.
Experimental liturgy — Hong Kong
Pairing Billie Eilish songs with the lament psalms. The first workshop drew over 40 participants and opened honest conversation about faith, doubt and pain.
Sound art — Arts Council England
A fusion of sound art, ritual and digital mysticism. "Sacred Noise" through modular synthesis and AI-generated liturgical chant — a room as a site of collective listening.
From clumsy doctrine to everyday language
Most people don't leave faith because the questions are too hard. They leave because the answers arrive in language nobody actually speaks. Much of my work is translation: taking theology out of clumsy doctrine and into the words people use on the tube, in cafés, in a pair of headphones at 2am. Christianity was never about clean answers — it was always about honest questions, and the strange, stubborn conviction that someone is listening.
Writing · Kairos
An invitation for the curious, the sceptical, and the quietly hopeful — Christianity in plain words, no theology degree required.
Fundraiser · the next Kairos series
Biblical cards for everyday struggles — anxiety, grief, doubt and hope — designed to put Scripture in reach at the moments people need it most. Support the next series on GoFundMe.
As featured in the press
Church Times — "Theology cards to target Gen Z"
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04 — Cantonese podcast
A solo Cantonese-language theology podcast exploring contemporary life and spirituality — bridging ancient wisdom with the complexities of modern existence, offering a sharp yet liberating perspective on faith in the 21st century.
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05 — Online courses for everyday theologians
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06 — Speaking & engagement
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Divine Resonance in Strange Soundscapes
The case study of Sigur Rós · online lecture
US & UK paper tour
Belmont (Mar 2025) & Warwick (Apr 2025)
冰島天團 Sigur Rós 與神聖性
Hong Kong · listening for God in music
出走教會 · Experimental liturgy
Scripture, trauma theology & testimony
Society for Christian Scholarship in Music
Graduate Student Paper Prize — 2025
Society for the Study of Theology
Trustee — 2025–28
2am Theology, Hong Kong
Billie Eilish & the lament psalms — 40+ participants
Diocese of Southwark
PDRP Coordinator — parish development & renewal
Methodist Church, North Yorkshire
Mission Enabler & Community Engagement Pioneer